She has not spoken to me the whole Month yet, we argued the last time we talked. It can’t have been bad because she also said some nasty things too. Maybe it was something else that I don't know. Now I’m sad and angry: Sad because she has stayed away too long and angry because she is in my mind too often I feel like it’s for the best; but I worry that I may not be able to do everything I would want to do –maybe because I’ll lose focus or lack Opportunity or maybe I’ve just never had the Love of a PARENT to watch over me. I know HE never loved me; HE always complained of me: I was never good enough for him. I think I also hated him. I despised him; I never felt proud to have his name, maybe that's why I swore an affidavit to have it changed. I have learnt that not everything works out not even family. All Thanks to David Nicholls and his book ‘One Day’ -Which is beautiful by the way- and life, which has shown me this firsthand. I’ve also learnt that nothing is ‘...
Born and raised on the slopes of Mount Kenya. I simply call myself The African Dragon. I'M NESH PENDRAGON. I am a true Pan-Africanist. I believe in African problems need African solutions.